The Miracle in the Madness: Grateful to be the son of a murderer

My father was a cold-blooded killer. He made me his confidante as he planned and committed several murders. Dad enjoyed telling me about his crimes. He then used me to help him destroy evidence when he sensed I might go to the police and turn him in. I spent years burying this secret so that it would never see the light of day. Secrets became my chosen method of dealing with unwelcome, painful and shameful experiences. I discovered the hard way that hiding from one's past does not work. My secrets, like my Dad, took me to hell and nearly killed me. Much to my surprise, this turned out to be a gift. I discovered that no matter how dark or how painful an experience may be, there is always A Miracle that can be found in the madness. We too often view misfortune as an attack, an intrusion in life, and see ourselves as victims. In an odd twist of irony, these unforgivable experiences in life actually hold the key to our freedom from suffering. The story, and process outlined in THE MIRACLE IN THE MADNESS reveals exactly how to transform this misery into a priceless gift.

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